Heart-felt Christmas
I struggle with Christmas.. Not Christmas the way it should be but Christmas the way we have made it . I hate it when I have settled it in my heart what each child is receiving from us, and then I hear what other parents are getting for their children and I start second guessing myself. Start to feel like I don't love my Children because we decided not to spend those amounts of money on them. I HATE the thought of buying something plastic that will get a few weeks worth of play and then be forgotten and by next Christmas will have been dropped off at the local Goodwill. I want to give gifts that will: create meaningful memories, Develop life skills, enrich lives. I struggle with buying gifts for my friends. I don't want to hastily buy something that has no meaning just for the sake of giving. I want something that will be meaningful and heartfelt and will say, I KNOW you and LOVE you. Therefore, I often over think the gift and end up with buying nothing